"I can't stand my own mind."

Just listen to this. You don't have to finish it but highly recommend you do. It's better than anything I have to say.



And this is me writing an imitation poem of America:

I've had this poem stuck in my head all week.
Heck I've had Ginsberg's voice stuck in my head all week.
There is an amount of resignation you gain when Ginsberg is speaking your internal monologue back to you.
I smell like a bar right now I like it.
I bet Ginsberg smelled like a bar.
I've got this warm lazy feeling like everything is gonna be alright.
I know it's not and I still got the feeling it will be.
I want to yell at the stars for never being bright enough when I can't see.
I wish I understood myself.

When are you gonna understand that I don't owe you anything you owe me?
I've got you down for some cigarettes and a decent kiss to remember you by the rest I'm willing to forgive.
I still believe in God even though I make dirty jokes please don't judge me.
I'm sick of going to bed early and waking up late but I've got nothing taking up my time.
"I can't stand my own mind."
My favorite way to consume alcohol is before I think better of it.
My favorite type of people are the kind that see through my bullshit.
I'm not sure I believe in me anymore.
This is why I should let beat poets do the talking.